I'm sad to see all the people out there that need help and many of the stories are the same as mine. I'm sure everyone has read a million of these. I just found this site and am praying it saves us. I am a mother of two. I'm disabled. I became disabled 4 Years ago. My disabilty has to do with my back so some days I can't walk. We are living on my disabilty income alone and that doesn't even pay the bills. I have Allen behind to the point that there will be not only no Christmas for my kids but no heat as well very soon. It's going to be a very cold winter and I don't even have a fire place to use when the power gets shut off. I have tried every state agency out there. They ate either out of money or require you to stand in line at 4 am. I would do that for my kids but I'm not physically able to. It would kill me. I have never asked for help until this year. I have always found a way to make it work. I even donate presents every year to help needy families by raising money for presents for them. This time I need help and can't find it. It kills me that I have to ask for help. If I don't come up with thr money for Christmas and my bills I'm afraid my kids will loose the only faith they have left. They have had to watch their mom get sick and have sezuires from the pain of my disabilty. I want them to have something to believe in. Even of it's just the fact that Santa won't let them down. If you can help in anyway or if we can help you in anyway please let me know. We can volunteer or help in someday. Clothes or used toys. Please help my kids have the childhood dreams and hope they should have. Thank you for taking tr time to rea this and hopefully next year I'll be the one reading and not posting. I have no family to lean on.